Saturday, 29th January 2011

Yesterday I come to my home at jakarta..
Its an Exhausting trip..
and the worst thing is Its raining and I didn't bring any umbrella on my way home
so I run from Taman surya to my home
gosh.. my whole body is wet.. What a bad day
also at that day, my Cell phone is taken by a hotel service's teacher in my school
but thanks GOD I can take it again
and I believe its bcoz of my prayer before

nowadays I'm busy either in my school or Dormitory
Bcoz I'm become the SBO (students Body organisation)at school
and one of a Coordinator in my dormitory
and now I've been chosen as one of person in charge on the noisiness, and flag ceremony in my class..
Maann it makes me confused in separating my time
I hope I can manage my time so my scores not going down.. Ameenn

and also I've been thinking about boys who has been chasing me since I came to my vocational school last July..
I've count it and I can call it soo many..
but almost all of them are my seniors..
the one who's chasing me that has the same grade with me is only one person in Culinary education class..

even nowadays I'm a little bit feel uncomfortable because of a senior from twelve grade of culinary class is always staring at me
Gosh,,
It doesn't mean that Im happy
but I don;t like if someone is staring at me evrytime
before, my senior in my dormitory said that someone who's named "Shendy" likes me
but actually I didn't know who's him
until I realize the one who's starring at me all the time is HIM!

but still
I'll not change my mind
I'll choose a boyfriend that's close to perfect
I still waiting for someone who has an attitude, look, and talent like DBSK members
if not then I'll not accept any of them as my Boyfriend
coz I didn't want to have a fate like my parents
that has many regrets in having a marriage
that's All
I didnt want any of my future husband, childrens, and also myself been hurt in the future
all I want is peace, happiness, and a family that never has a conflict