what a boring holiday.. ==v.. (wednesday, 30- dec 2009)

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2day I dunno why but I felt really2 bored.. I hope next year I can concentrate on studying.. n please really2 pleasee God.. help me to pass my grade n graduated to senior high school!! X<..

ohh mann.. I hope the new years eve this time will be soo much fun.. but hearing my parents said that we'll only be at home n barbecuing I'm really sad n disappointed.. I hope I can spend the new year eve like last year when I do barbecuing with my friends and also I can't wait 4 the fireworks... but this time there'll be no fireworks maybe.. coz my parent said that buy a fireworks is just like burning our own money... X<.. pitty me...

I hope that its not going to b true.. coz I really want to have a new year eve like last year with my friends, fireworks, games, trumpets, barbecues, n other fun things..

n last time my friends asking me to join their church again.. actually I want really2 want to go there coz I like all of the friends except one friend.. but I felt when I go there.. there is no holly spirits in me.. why? I dunno.. n their family now are blessed so much since last time I go there..
now they has a piano n new cars.. they bcome rich.. n what a relief that they not getting boastful or act like they are high and mighty.. but I am the one who's getting jealous.. acctually I'm not suppose to b jealous at them.. but I dunno why I feel a little bit jealous at them.. of course they are all blessed by God more than my family that now rarely goes to the church..
ohh Godd.. please.. I beg you.. please bless my family n people around me.. take care of them.. amen..

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my super weird christmas celebration

OMG! last week.. my school is making a christmas celebraion at GKY.. when I get to the stage evrythig's fine.. the sportlight is fine, I'm not get nervous, my outfit was nice and beautiful, n nothing's wrong with the celebration.. BUT! the weird things that I ever had is "I have to wear a make up!" I kindda didn't like it because the makeup is too thick.. so my face looks like a clown...

the first thing happend when I went to the church looking like that is; one of my friend named Laura said "who are you?" and also the 2nd, 3rd, 4th things happend.. and finnaly almost all of my friend did not know me.. some said "is that you fionna??" or "I need 20 second to know you" oh my goodness!! but the celebration is going well.. and thankz to my friends Gaby, and Janice..
Love u guys! ♥
so this is me after I arrived home after the celebration.. and some of the make up have been erased especially the eye shadow.. hihihi