what a boring holiday.. ==v.. (wednesday, 30- dec 2009)

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2day I dunno why but I felt really2 bored.. I hope next year I can concentrate on studying.. n please really2 pleasee God.. help me to pass my grade n graduated to senior high school!! X<..

ohh mann.. I hope the new years eve this time will be soo much fun.. but hearing my parents said that we'll only be at home n barbecuing I'm really sad n disappointed.. I hope I can spend the new year eve like last year when I do barbecuing with my friends and also I can't wait 4 the fireworks... but this time there'll be no fireworks maybe.. coz my parent said that buy a fireworks is just like burning our own money... X<.. pitty me...

I hope that its not going to b true.. coz I really want to have a new year eve like last year with my friends, fireworks, games, trumpets, barbecues, n other fun things..

n last time my friends asking me to join their church again.. actually I want really2 want to go there coz I like all of the friends except one friend.. but I felt when I go there.. there is no holly spirits in me.. why? I dunno.. n their family now are blessed so much since last time I go there..
now they has a piano n new cars.. they bcome rich.. n what a relief that they not getting boastful or act like they are high and mighty.. but I am the one who's getting jealous.. acctually I'm not suppose to b jealous at them.. but I dunno why I feel a little bit jealous at them.. of course they are all blessed by God more than my family that now rarely goes to the church..
ohh Godd.. please.. I beg you.. please bless my family n people around me.. take care of them.. amen..

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